Jolly Old Saint Nicholas

Too soon for christmas?

Haha, pardon me! i'm just so excited about x'mas!
Well, more to missing x'mas actually.
Never really have had any x'mas celebration since i was young, and even up till now i guess.
Of course I ever had those x'mas party-those teenage craze party of sorts!
What I meant was when i was young,
no one really talk about santa, presents,etc.
And personally, I never recieve any x'mas present in my whole life up till now!
Am actually kinda envious of those fortunate kids whose parents pamper them with x'mas presents and have a huge x'mas tree in their house!
Haha, i guess i was really deprived from all these tiny little childhood things!
It was so bad that there was a point of time when i was young, i don't even know when and what is x'mas!
Then, when i finally figured out all about it,
it was too late to catch-up with all that i'd missed!

So, sometimes like this, when my itunes happens to play some sweet and comforting x'mas song,
Jolly Old Saint Nicholas
I would kinda want to go back to the time!!
HAHA, it's hilarious i noe!
Especially hearing this from an OLD TEENAGE!
Seriously, now that i've stepped into the world of adulthood,
the coming-of-age, so as to speak, there are so many restrictions starting to appear!

It's IRONIC i know!!
Supposedly, i'm granted to get into basically bars, nightclubs or whichever sleazy places you can mention!
But, the opportunity cost of these little 'get away' moments, are huge(maybe just for me)!
It means that i have to bear more responsibilities in ALL my actions!
People have lower tolerance on my mistakes,
Expecting a huge deal of explainations,
And starting to get 'you-should-know-it-little-dude' stares already!